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Assalamualaikum. .    Feels like want to write something but the idea still stuck somewhere in my mind. blurry images with few words. haha. Something wrong with me maybe. Hypocrite. This is what happen to me when it comes to final exam. Haishh. Masa ni la aku rasa mcm iman bertambah2, but the most afraid is when it just stand for the final exam , not for a long time. Owh God. I really hate this side of me . sejuk mata memandang kitten ni. come to mama meh! xD

Assalamualaikum. .          Today, one of my friend from previous school has passed away. Shocking news. Although, we are not so close but I'm still shocked.  Inna lillahi wa inna ILAYHI raji'un (انّا للہ و انّا الیہ راجعون) .  Sama-sama lah kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat rakan saya, semoga roh nya aman dan diampunkan segala dosa . Ameen . Itulah pentingnya untuk kita sentiasa mengingati mati kerana ajal maut tak datang time kte nak, bila2 masa je. Peringatan untuk saya dan juga rakan2.  our memories  ~MRSM SERTING~

Assalamualaikum. . # My entry for this time maybe too long but if you can finish ur reading, just one thing that I can say, May Allah Bless u always. Ameen Ya Rabb.         Pernah tak anda semua tetiba rasa sayu dan nak menangis tanpa sebab? Especially perempuan2 la. Kan2? Bak kata Ustaz Azhar Idrus, perempuan ni perasaan dia lembut, mudah tersentuh. Sekuat atau sekasar mana pun dia, kalu kena marah pun blh berair biji mata. kihkih . Well. thats girl.             And my main point to tell you all ni adalah perihal Gaza. Just now, I open my FB and saw some updates from Heliza Helmi (  http://www.facebook.com/helizahelmi?ref=stream  ). Shes one of the participant of  Misi Solidariti Gaza 2012 .           Whats make me update so fast after read her status? It all about Gaza . She told some  stories that happened at Gaza, the people , their behavior and what they do almost the  time. Let me repost one of the words that makes me crying this urm, can say as early in the morning

Assalamualaikum. .             Alhamdulillah, got back my wifi.  Always stuck with trouble when comes to the university's  connection. I almost got maximum level of depressed. Well, it's normal for students , I guess. Near the end of Sem1 with the final exam, urmm. There are sooo much things need to learn and cover. Last few days, I go to Pengkalan Arang, Terengganu for sampling. This is one of my compulsory activities in Biologi Marin, go for sampling. Alhamdulillah, I don't have seasick. Kalau tak, mmg kena drop la course ni, apa pon tak boleh kang! Wanna see some pic? Here u go. Smith McIntyre Grab, use to grab deep sea sediment.   Freshwater sampling. We go there by UMT's Boat. Not only owns Pulau Bidong, UMT also have ships and  boats.                       Okay, end about sampling. Yang ini pula  pergi shopping kecil-kecilan la. Nak mengubat hati yang gundah- gulana sebab  mengadap test aje memanjang. Aceceh, padahal test brape jam je a

Assalamualaikum. .                 Its already 1 December 2012. Cepat kan masa berlalu? March next year, I'm  20! The fact that I can not accept till today and forever. Dah layak kawin tue .xD . Pray for a better life as time goes by because we don't know what gonna happen to us right? :D Today, I had my silat training with my roomates Amirah ( we called Miraei, coz she said Mira's name are too common and there are another Mira in our course) and Wajihah (Waji ). Unfortunately, she sprained her wrist. Kena baling dgn senior silat. Haha. Almost break her wrist bone, but still okay  right now. Need your help, pray for her. Hope she get well soon! In Shaa Allah, ameen.                 Because of her, I got the chance to go to take a look at our Pusat Kesihatan Universiti (PKU). Ada la hikmah nye di situ. It is not because I'm weird , just curious la mcm mane rupa bilik kecemasan PKU ktorng ni kan. .                Disebabkan aku jarang sakit yg teruk2 (Alhamdul

Assalamualaikum ,                   8.30 pm. Baru lepas balik dari makan kat kedai yang diberi nama De Orange . Ya Allah, penat nya makan. PENAT ?? yes, I'm full and tired. Yelah, perut tengah memproses kan, tue yang berjalan pun dah macam mak2 mengandung 13 bulan. Hah, hyperbola sket. lagipun,ktorng pegi makan senyap2 taw tak. haha. ada la sebab nye.Sambil mengarang ayat2 cinta kat sini, sambil tu juga la aku pergi berblog walking . Tengok sket blog2 orang lain mcm mane kan. The truth is, I love to read people's experience. Some of them really give me a big effect. Dalam erti kata lain nye lah, mcm kena panah petir. Terasa but at the same time, I take note of what happen  and apply it in my daily life.                 Salah satu pengalaman hidup yg aku baca pasal jodoh . Owh, it is really damn sweet when u meet ur soul mate and he/she is someone u barely or not even meet them for once. The most important is, they love each other bcoz of Allah. Sweet kan but me? Urm, lmbt

                             Alhamdulillah, bersyukur sangat2 hari ni. Bukan main lama  menunggu line wifi kat sini nak ok, akhirnye! Tertunda segala jenis assignment yang ada . Hari ni juga la berlangsung nye Majlis Konvokesyen UMT beserta Pesta konvo . Meriah betul tengok student2 diploma berkonvo, yang paling sedih mesti la tgk parents diorang datang. Mula la rindu family aku ni. isk2.                So, all I need to do here is study hard and smart if I want to be like them. :D but the reality is more playing than studying .okey, time to reflect urself.  The most important is to make my parents proud of me. But if we deeply think about it, all our action must be done with the hope to gain Allah's blessing. Because . . . look down here   "Rezeki.. ada di mana2, datang tanpa diduga, tepat  pada  masa, yg penting, usaha & tawakkal." <== it is important not to be sad on  what we not achieved after all the hard works. bcoz, He already planned 

assalamualaikum        Lately, I keep thinking about my friends. Kalau tengah baring2 ke, mula la menjelma kembali memori zaman sekolah2 dulu. arhh, I miss them a lot! Dengan itu, tangan aku cepat je nak menaip ape yang ada kat minda aku nie. I think, boarding school  students got a lot more of their memories during their learning. Aku pun dari tingkatan 1-5 sekolah asrama sampai la sekarang duduk jauh2 dari family. Orang yang selalu pindah rumah pun sama. Aku la tue, pindah rumah  banyak kali , anak askar la katakan but now Alhamdulillah , I will not go anywhere because my father already retired. xD . Therefore, i got a lot of friends during the period of my journey begins. But now, they are everywhere, some of them are lost contact already.       To all my friends, Jika sahabat pernah membuatmu terluka, berpikirlah bahwa dia hanya manusia biasa yang tak sempurna, Jika sahabat pernah membuatmu marah, berpikirlah bahawa bukan hanya dia yang pernah berbuat salah  <===  Yang in

 seronok sangat2 dapat balik rumah. sapo la yg tak syok dapat balik rumah kot kan? but, I have mixed feeling deep in here -----> HEART .   Arghhh, what should I do then? I know, back to Allah SWT. ok. stop here. in miserable   Contact Lenses of the Future Inspired by Gecko Eyes Bullet Train Has a Nose Like a Kingfisher Beak  ok, the pictures above are the biomimicry products.  Biomimicry is i mitating nature in man-made systems. google to read more . have a nice day! assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera. :D

start from I get my breath, there are so many things I experience in  my life. Now, I was soooooo excited because I get to do things that I not able to do before this. one of them are culture the bacteria . haha  then, I got to see planktonks. wew! Interesting.    but, the most achievement I really want and hope it will stay forever with me is my " iman " . hope it will last forever . for my friends,  from DrAnwarFazal : my dear sisters, wearing tight clothes doesn't beutify your body, HIJAB does.  

            Last Eid Adha day, I got sweet memories with my course mate. Kami semua mengadakan #jelajahhaji for students yg tak balik rumah. Tpi untuk course Biologi Marin only la. As usual, I will stay at my friend's house like the other short holiday when I study far away from my home. This time, my roomate's house Wajihah Mat Nawi. But, pity for the boys. They had to drive all the way from Terengganu to Kelantan by themself while we are the girls are sleeping in peace with chill air surround us. ahahaha. please be jealous guys for a moment. Its still ok for them since it is just 2 hours journey.   My friends lovely!

      2 days ago, gain new experience wif  'makhluk halus' . After hbs kelas ,ada la sorang kawan ni bagi hidu sejenis bunga yg pada aku, mmg memeningkan kepala baunya tue. Aku dgn 2 orng lagi roomate pun pegi la hidu. Sorng lgi xhidu.  On the way blk bilik, tetiba ak dgn 2 orng lagi nie terbau bauan bunga yg ktorng hidu tdi.   Nk dijadikn cerita, ak hampir2 terlepas cakap . Blh pulak ak nk tnye kwn2 ak " Korng ad bau bunga tdi x?",  nsb baik tak tanyer. Tapi aku nmpk mcm ad orng yg ikut ktorng blik skali time berjalan tue. tapi tak de pun lepas ak berpaling kali ke brape tah.  Keesokannya, bru la ktorng bkak cerita, mmg ad yg ikut ktorng. Dan AKU! Nmpk 'benda' tue. Ad orng pernah ckp ,kte at least sekali akn pernah nmpk makhluk tue dalam seumur hidup. Maybe, my time to see that thing was happened 2 days ago and I hope, no more!   Roomate ak yg tak hidu bau bunga tue ckp, dia tak bau bunga pun time berjalan, and tak rase pape pun. OK! Mmg sah la cuma yg

Single give a deep meaning for me. .  Admit it, sometimes I feel jealous for those who get attention from their beloved ones. Then I will keep thinking if I was them, yeah! it must feel good right.  tpi kalu ikot situation yg sebenr2nye, ak tak pernah single sebab ak ada Tuhan. I have Allah SWT that will accompany me everywhere, anytime I like. ahah, tue je la care nye ak nk sedapkan hati yg gundah gulana ni. ahaha, cewahhhhhh!!  Nevermind! I will find someone right 4 me later. Insya Allah la, kalu ad jodoh kat dunia ni. If not, bakal suamiku, kte jumpa di alam yg lain pulak ye. I try to be good person, good muslimah so we can meet at better place that God has made it 4 us. HEAVEN. Amin Ya Rabb.                      pic google je ni, but as long as it can give advice 2 evry1, sebat je laa.

“Forgive the one who does you wrong.”  ustaz2 or ustazah2 kte dlu msti ckp mcm nie dalam setiap pesanan diorng untk kte kn? especially when we want to go to sleep. forgive everyone who does u wrong n we also should ask for their forgiveness. speaking about this, I have some1 who I don't pretty much like him. It is not that I hate him, tapi lebih kpd menyampah la. why need to lie?  If this is the way u think that u might find friends, soo sorry to say, everybody musy say NO to this way! setuju??? yeah!! blh mental breakdown kot dpt kwn yg ske menipu untk berkwn. this is not the right way. sudah cukup2 sudah la dgn menipu. hdop terseksa mcm tue wahai temanku. haha. mcm la die dgr or nampk pesanan ikhlas aku nie. at least I try to advise him.                                           suke sngt2 rilakkuma!! “Forgive the one who does you wrong.” ok2 :D

Assalamualaikum. .            Actually, it was almost 1 month since I came here, my new place to further my study. Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT). As usual, I was far away from my family. Since that, sometimes I feel lonely. Not because I don't have any friend, but it's more to I miss Allah s.w.t . . I know myself better and I felt that I was far away from Him.            Tried to overcome this by changing myself slowly. Hope I can always be in the right path for the rest of my life. Wahai imanku, how are you today? Did you feel hurt? I'm so sorry, because of me , we both are sick. Insya Allah, I will find the cure ASAP. Wait for me my iman!! *Pernah terbaca di satu article, selalulah bertanya khabar dengan iman kita untuk tahu kondisi si dia. So that we know dia tengah sakit atau sihat walafiat.